Original Writings
on Self Realization / Self Actualization & Healing

My Personal Experiences

• Crossing the Threshold of Enlightenment -- Updated February 2010
  -- the experience of a non-meditator ('enlightenment' is our true nature!)
  How a Westerner was ambushed by 'enlightenment' (what I would now call gaining fundamental clarity) without having done any meditation or esoteric practices...

• My Own Self Actualization 'Path' - Part 1 -- Updated February 2010
  -- I present this information in the hope that people will get more ideas for their own self actualization / self healing process, and the serious pitfalls to avoid.

  • My Own Self Actualization 'Path' - Part 2 -- Updated February 2010
    -- This is a continuation of the account, from late December 2006 onwards.

• How I Discovered a True Self Actualization Strategy -- Updated February 2010
  -- How I came across by far the most powerful, comprehensive, balanced and safe means to positive life change, self actualization / self realization, and clearance of entities and dark force influences that I yet know.

• The Dark Force ('Astral Entities') - My Own Tough Experiences -- Updated April 2010
  -- This is bound to be helpful for others seeking some understanding of this phenomenon - the normal immediate cause of 'hearing voices' and all manner of other problems that people have, no matter whether any apparent 'entities' are obviously troublesome or seemingly benign or even 'Divine' - and I show how, through a retrospective careful analysis of my own bizarre and extremely difficult experiences, I was able to arrive at a crucial understanding that enabled me to address the issue in a unique way.

• Anatomy of a Dark Force ('Astral Entities') Attack Crisis  -- Updated February 2010
  -- Very helpful for understanding the nature, mechanisms and dynamics of these troublesome events and thus being better equipped to clear or prevent such crises.

• Partial Walk-ins - How the dark force nearly nobbled me -- Updated February 2010
  -- Partial walk-ins are a phenomenon that has been strenuously concealed by the dark force to help ensure that people wouldn't start taking effective measures to clear them. I am doing one of the things that the dark force has most sought to prevent anyone doing - writing in public about partial walk-ins and how the dark force uses them to convert particular people either into spiritual teachers who are actually 'dark force puppets', or into seemingly intractable 'psychiatric cases'.

• My Little Brush with Psychiatry  -- Updated February 2010
  
  -- How I came to get incarcerated in a psychiatric hospital for 12 days in October 2004 and again for 16 days in December 2004 and for two shorter stays in 2006, and what I learnt from the experiences...
  This account shows how even a particularly clear-minded and generally down-to-earth person can be made immensely gullible and vulnerable to the dark force (normally misinterpreted as astral or dark entities) by means of having his awareness poorly grounded - a warning to all!

• One Right Weirdo Hike - What Do You Make of This?  -- Updated March 2010
  -- A healing of THAT magnitude for the whole of the human race?? -- Or a major assassination attempt upon me?
  My account of this experience is a cautionary and educational story showing something of the extent and convolutedness of the deceptions that the dark force (normally misinterpreted as astral or 'dark' entities or 'the dark side') can put upon anyone.
  Like the previous item, this page also shows how even a particularly clear-minded and generally down-to-earth person can be made immensely gullible and vulnerable to these troublesome manifestations by means of having his awareness poorly grounded - another warning to all!

• Fear versus Reality - An Experience of Mine  -- Updated March 2010
  -- An instructional experience of mine on a formidable Glencoe mountain

• How I Became a Hospital Bed Blocker(-- Franz Kafka lives on in the RD&E Wonford hospital, Exeter!)
  -- New, July 2010
  An educational page in which I recount a mind-bogglingly Kafkaesque situation in which I became embroiled following a routine small operation on my backside. I show how our whole medical healthcare system here in the UK has a seriously distorted notion of what its responsibilities really are... (situated on my Personal website)
  

Finding out the things we need to know

• Energy Testing - Means for Secure Inner Inquiry
  - A Brief Guide -- Updated January 2010
  -- This is about what people would be much better off doing instead of channelling or dowsing. With care and vigilance for possible interference it is possible for appropriate people to easily gain indications from their own deepest aspects for the betterment of their life in every conceivable aspect, and to greatly focus and enhance the effectiveness of their own self healing / self actualization methodology.
  This Guide is in Word 2000 format for easy printing out.

• Better Without Channelling  -- Updated March 2010
  -- An explanation of why I removed all channelled material from this site and now recommend others not to seek nor accept any channelled information or 'guidance' from apparently external non-physical sources, no matter what the alleged source.

The Origin of Humans, and their future

• The Future of Humanity -- Updated March 2010
  -- A brief examination of the human race's hellbent fixation on consuming the planet as though there were no tomorrow, which is inevitably and speedily leading towards the early extinction of humans on Earth. In recognising the primary underlying cause of this mindless deathwish behaviour, there is the possibility of actually doing effective things about it.

• 'Old Souls' - People said to be incarnated 'angels' and other higher beings  -- Updated March 2010

• The True Nature of 'The Dark Force' and its Interference and Attacks  -- Updated June 2010
  -- About the true nature of the problematical entity-like manifestations that are interfering with every single person on the planet (whether they realize it or not) with an extremely pernicious agenda - and their involvement in the confusing issue of human reincarnation...

• Creationism and Intelligent Design - Campaigns of Darkness  -- Updated March 2010
  -- The public debate about the origin of life and of humans is between factions who have each in their different ways got it wrong.

The Nature of Reality

• On the Nature of Reality and Truth-- Updated March 2010
  -- Something so simple and obvious that academics, scholars and philosophers miss it in droves

• Karma - Cutting Through the Confusion -- Updated March 2010

Clearing out the confusions of 'spirituality'

• Exit 'Spirituality' - Enter Clear-Mindedness   -- Updated June 2010
  -- I explain why the very concept of 'spirituality' is best jettisoned by everyone in favour of self actualization / self realization and clear-mindedness.

• Modesty, Humility and Pride - Cutting through the Confusion  -- Updated March 2010

• Better Without Channelling  -- Updated April 2010
  -- An explanation of why I removed all channelled material from this site and now recommend others not to seek nor accept any channelled information or 'guidance' from apparently external non-physical sources, no matter what the alleged source.

Healing - Clear of astral / dark force influences

• The Guide to Complete Self Actualization - A fast-track path to wholeness  -- Updated April 2010
  -- Centred around what is almost certainly the most potent and effective set of affirmations and declarations of intent for fundamental healing and self actualization / self realization that you'll ever have seen. Use this as a powerful foundation of any personal plan for self healing, self actualization or removal of foreign energies, entities and dark force interferences.

• Healing and Self Actualization - The Safest and Quickest Way  -- Updated July 2010 -- A collection of particularly recommended methods that together can bring about exceptionally speedy self healing and self actualization / self realization, complete with clearance of entities and dark force influences. For those who are serious about speedy and efficient positive change in their lives, a coherent but multi-prong approach is the way forward.

• Healing From Our Core Essence  -- Updated April 2010
  -- The simple and easy way to carry out healing of the highest order with safety and integrity and without the major issue of dark force influence that permeates the healing, religious, mystical and spiritual traditions. Exit 'spiritual' healing and enter 'core essence' or 'clear-mindedness' healing!

• Some Potent Self Actualization / Healing Practices -- Updated May 2010
  -- These particularly powerful, efficient and safe practices are free from the dark force influences that limit the effectiveness of so many other methods, and indeed are extremely helpful for clearing yourself of all foreign energies and entities, including dark force connections and influences.

• Stone Spheres as Healing and Self Actualization Aids-- New, May 2010
  -- I show how polished spheres of certain specific types of stone, with no special programming, can function as remarkably powerful healing, clearance and self actualization / self realization aids, through being an efficient 'resonator' and focus of one's positive intent, and I present simple procedures for harnessing this effect for enhanced healing and clearance work.

  
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  Working with Stone Spheres

• Dark Force and Entity Troubles - The Real Way to Clear Them  -- Updated June 2010
  -- Based mostly on my own experience and insights, this article presents a range of options for removing 'entities' and for managing and indeed phasing out dark force interference and attacks. Most of the information applies also to true entities like spirit attachments. Included is a major section on ways to handle a prospective rough night. This actually has extremely useful information for anyone who suffers from insomnia, whether or not they recognise the involvement of the dark force in their difficulties.

• "Am I a Healer?"  -- Updated June 2010

• Healing - Some Myths Exposed -- Updated June 2010

• Sacred Geometry, Wands and Crystals - A Serious Warning -- Updated June 2010

• Sahaja Yoga and Other Kundalini Practices - A Serious Warning -- Updated June 2010

Mental Health and Healing

• My Little Brush with Psychiatry  -- Updated February 2010
  -- The world would be a significantly better place if ALL psychiatrists and psychiatric doctors were relieved of their duties, got genuinely and comprehensively healing themselves and (were) retrained to do something actually beneficial. My own experiences, recounted in this narrative, illustrate clearly why this is the case.

• Night Hells (Night Terrors) and Hearing Voices  -- Updated January 2010
  -- At last an explanation of, and a true healing possibility for, the widely occurring 'inner' phenomena of night-time horror / terror 'visuals' and / or 'hearing voices' (which may seem like physical voices or just subtle 'thought voices'), often with various manifestations of deep seated fear. Many people currently considered mentally ill, psychotic or schizophrenic - and indeed many others - can at last be understood and at least theoretically be fully healed. In fact this account of mine points to the primary underlying cause of and means of resolving virtually ALL so-called mental illness and personality disorder.

• Dark Force and Entity Troubles - The Real Way to Clear Them  -- Updated June 2010
  -- Based mostly on my own experience and insights, this article presents a range of options for removing 'entities' and for managing and indeed phasing out dark force interference and attacks. Most of the information applies also to true entities like spirit attachments. Included is a major section on ways to handle a prospective rough night. This actually has extremely useful information for anyone who suffers from insomnia, whether or not they recognise the involvement of the dark force in their difficulties.

• The True Nature of 'The Dark Force' and its Interference and Attacks  -- Updated June 2010
  -- About the true nature of the highly problematical influence, commonly manifesting as apparent 'entities', that is interfering with every single person on the planet (whether they realize it or not) with an extremely pernicious agenda...

• Illusory Realities and Human Irrationality-- Updated June 2010
  -- Pretty well equatable with beliefs, although more like artists' canvases that are apparently transparent apart from the belief contained within each, illusory realities (a subset of which is what I call 'astral realms') are the prime means by which the dark force can control people. I explain what they are, how they are used by the dark force to ensnare us, and how we can get to work clearing ourselves of them and thus progress towards becoming, for the first time ever, fully intelligent beings.

• Anatomy of a Dark Force ('Astral Entities') Attack Crisis  -- Updated February 2010
  Very helpful for understanding the nature, mechanisms and dynamics of these troublesome events (actually attacks from the dark force and not true entities at all) and thus being better equipped to clear or prevent such crises.

• Partial Walk-ins - How the dark force nearly nobbled me -- Updated February 2010
  -- Partial walk-ins are a phenomenon that has been strenuously concealed by the dark force to try to avoid having people taking effective measures to clear such serious and sinister invasions of certain people's integrity. I am doing one of the things probably most fought against by the dark force - writing in public about partial walk-ins and how the dark force use them to convert particular people either into spiritual teachers who are unawarely 'dark force puppets', or into seemingly intractable 'psychiatric cases'.

• The Five Human Character Structures - Their True Significance -- Updated June 2010
  -- Barbara Brennan, in her classic books on spiritual healing, presented extremely useful but still only partially correct understandings of these 'character structures', which were already recognised in Bioenergetics. Now a deeper and more coherent - though hardly comforting - understanding is possible.

• Becoming Whole - Using The Work  -- Updated July 2010
  -- A powerful fast track method for emotional clearance, assisting self actualization and sorting out your life. Tremendous benefits would come through mental health workers at all levels taking this up, and it could replace many unhelpful medical diagnoses and treatments.

• The Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) - A brief introduction  -- Updated January 09
  -- An amazingly helpful fast-track method for releasing old emotional traumas, phobias and limiting patterns and beliefs.

• Letting Go of Addictions and Compulsive Behaviours  -- Updated January 2010
  -- A very simple but powerful combination of methods for releasing yourself from addictions, habits and compulsions.

Improving our lives

• Do you want to be 'appropriate'? - Or authentic? -- Added to this list December 09
  -- Actually on the homepage of my Personal website as an introduction to all my sites, this article gives a particularly important practical angle on why self actualization is so important, and why failure to go for genuine self actualization is to let yourself down and to let everyone else down into the bargain.

• The Alexander Technique: a brief guide to the basics -- Updated May 2010
  -- A concise, information-packed manual. Gain a natural lightness and ease of being, with poise, balance and efficient body movements replacing held postures, distortions and effort. Save yourself from back and neck problems, and learn to walk in a lighter, less stressful manner that you had unwittingly UNlearnt as a very young child - and so save yourself from a whole variety of leg joint problems and extend your active walking (or indeed hiking) years! ...

• The Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) - A brief introduction  -- Updated December 09
  -- An amazingly helpful fast-track method for releasing old emotional traumas, phobias and limiting patterns and beliefs.

• Becoming Whole - Using The Work  -- Updated July 2010
  -- A powerful fast track method for emotional clearance and sorting out your life.

• Letting Go of Addictions and Compulsive Behaviours  -- Updated January 2010
  -- A very simple but powerful combination of methods for releasing yourself from addictions, habits and compulsions.

• Exploring Close Relationships - Exit the Soul Mate  -- Updated December 08
  -- Something wonderful to discover - and then to move beyond because it was all a harmful illusion...

• Hugging Is For Everybody! -- Updated November 09
  - A warm, aware and affectionate hug is the natural way for ALL people to greet, part, and generally make positive contact with each other, regardless of gender or prior familiarity - for love and joyfulness is of our very essence.

• Love Is Not What Nearly All People Believe  -- Updated December 09
  -- The religions have got it wrong, and we need to take a fresh, and deeper, look at the significance of love in our lives...
  N.B. This page replaces Love Is the Basis and Key to It All.

• We are all abusers! -- Updated January 09 

• Cannabis - a serious warning -- Updated June 10

• Getting Practical About One's Own Death -- Updated January 09
  -- Stating your wishes for the time of your death - a self-realized person's 'demonstration model' declaration. Good to give copies of your own version of this 'living will' to your doctor, relatives etc.

• How to Die Peacefully and with Dignity -- Updated June 2010
  You do NOT have to, nor are you meant to, hang onto life when you can no longer live with dignity and without suffering. Also, when you are in any sort of terminal condition, NOBODY has any business to override your own choice of when to die.

• Who is Really Pro-Life? -- Updated January 09

Our Creativity

• On Finding One's Own Voice as a Composer  -- Updated January 09
  -- A substantial and thought provoking article (situated on my Music site).

Miscellaneous

• FAQ Corner  -- Updated June 2010
  -- some Frequently Asked Questions

• Answered Questions From the Forums -- Updated March 2010
  -- I'm putting here questions and answers from this site's Forum Board, which are liable to get asked again in the future, so that my answers in the forums can then be very brief, referring to answers given to similar or identical questions here.