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Anatomy of an Entity Attack Crisis


It had looked as though I'd never again get a crisis-level attack from astral entities, yet in May 2008 another one came to me. This proved highly instructive, and for the benefit of others I recount the sequence of events here, and the various insights that I gained from the experience.

The information given here would be extremely valuable for all who want to understand and indeed heal or resolve cases of so-called mental illness, because what is generally but misguidedly being called mental illness is none other than a whole range of predicaments revolving around and usually caused by astral entities and the interference and attacks which they intrude upon people.

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The background to the crisis

I had been severely and disruptively attacked by astral entities on occasions from 2004 to 2007, and I give an account of my tribulations and the many extremely valuable insights I got from all that, in Troublesome Astral Entities - My Own Experience, My Own Self Realization Path (and its follow-up Updates page) and My Little Brush With Psychiatry. All this indeed led me, from May 2007, to find, take on board and develop a whole genuine full self realization methodology which enables one to progressively clear out all entities and astral interferences and influences.

I describe in Astral Entities - Interference and Attacks from 'The Dark Side' the normal modus operandi of attacks from astral entities, and it would be helpful for readers to have some idea of this before proceeding to read the account that I give here.

After a climactic crisis-level ordeal brought to me by astral entities in February 2007 and, as already noted, my subsequently taking up truly effective and safe self realization and entity clearance methods, it looked increasingly as though, although astral entities were still attacking me a bit, my days of severe and especially crisis level attacks from them were all well behind me, and I could look forward to a steady further dwindling of the astral interferences eventually to virtually nothing. My energy testing had been indicating since October 2007 that I'd cleared out all the parasitic lost souls which had been attached to me and which had been used by the astral entities as weapons upon me in all the attacks.

On the face of it, because I no longer had any emotional stresses or traumas of my own and was free of the parasitic lost souls, whose emotional traumas had been the primary ammunition used by astral entities in the past attacks, I should have been completely immune to any further entity attacks, but in practice I did get attacked at times, though not so strongly, and with a general trend (albeit with fluctuations) for the attacks to become weaker and more easily dissolved. The main peaks of attack that still did occur were generally of three types: 

The latter type of attack usually came to me most strongly when I was writing and putting onto this website new information or insights which would materially assist people in understanding the true nature of astral entities and their pernicious agenda and thus to become more effective in clearing themselves of their interferences and influences. Naturally the entities were seeking to stop me from doing anything that would go against their hold upon virtually all people - though their attempts to stop me looked increasingly inane and pathetic, being, as I now understand, the work of programmed thought form complexes and not of truly intelligent, aware beings. I explain more about their apparent true nature and origin in Astral Entities - Interference and Attacks from 'The Dark Side'.

Those odd 'peak' attacks were nothing like as strong as the severe, crisis-level ones that I periodically used to get. My energy testing indicated that the entities were still able to attack me because they had held in place within part of my mind a whole range of thought form complexes which were replicas of aspects of the lost souls that had been attached to me. As I progressively dissolved these*, it became apparent that mere memories of traumas belonging to those lost souls were also being held in place by the astral entities and could also be used as ammunition which would be experienced much as attacks with real trauma material, albeit not so strongly. These too I was progressively dissolving*, along with the thought forms.

* particularly by means of my use of the Clarity-Sphere and the Grounding Post procedure

So, how come that in May 2008 I found myself unexpectedly having to call the local Crisis Resolution Team once more for some telephone contacts to get my awareness properly balanced and grounded to help me dissolve a further crisis-level sustained attack?


Chronology of the crisis

Subsequent to that, it has felt as though I'm pretty well completely out of that crisis and its issues and 'debris'. Yes, the entities have still kept intruding worry pseudo-thoughts about various aspects of the apparently more or less imminent collapse of our civilization, but they have been no longer carrying any emotive payload, so that I could simply let each drop and dissolve as I noticed it.


Revelation time - the all important core of the crisis...

As I've already indicated, this crisis was different from my previous ones because the trigger for it had been an apparently real situation as distinct from being just a fiction given to me by the entities and which I'd been taking on board during the crisis because part of my awareness had got sufficiently ungrounded. That meant that this time even when I had enlisted the support of the Crisis Team I still couldn't fully cut off the 'flow' of button-pushing which was enabling the attacks to keep going, for everywhere I looked the entities were intruding little pseudo-thoughts like "That won't be like that for much longer now", and "I won't be here much longer now to see / experience that", and so on. I only had to look at people's consumerist lifestyles and their ubiquitous attachment to and preoccupation with procreation (which is at the moment our #1 enemy), to be reminded yet again of the collapse of civilization which they were all actively helping to bring about - so repeatedly 'pushing buttons' for me.

That seemed to be a particularly difficult situation to get clear of, until, through energy testing, I established what was making it so difficult for me, and in particular, making me so susceptible to those pseudo-thoughts which I well knew were not my own thoughts in the first place.

That core of and key to the whole issue was... an astral realm (illusory reality)*.

* I explain about astral realms (albeit primarily with regard to supposed alien abductions) in Astral Entities - Interference and Attacks from 'The Dark Side'.

What the entities had been doing to create this crisis - their normal means of creating a crisis having become unavailable to them because of all my self clearance work - was to use a constant flood of worry pseudo-thoughts (which I was constantly dissolving) which was sustained enough (over several days) to start creating a 'mental imprint' and thus covertly creating an astral realm in a rather hidden part of my mindspace.

That particular astral realm was a replica of the world as it is, but with one crucial difference: it was the theoretical worst case scenario, in which the worst possible actually would  - not just 'might' - happen. Thus I was increasingly strongly having the impression that not only was our civilization about to collapse but it was going to do so most imminently and in the most sudden and traumatic manner, so that soon almost overnight we'd all discover that we no longer had any food, water, power or utility services of any kind, and so would all at once be left to lingering deaths of starvation / disease as there was no infrastructure any more to support us.

It was not that the overall picture was all that wrong, but it was assuming that people wouldn't start at some point waking up a bit to what was happening and then doing what they could to cushion the blow of the collapse of civilization, so that the collapse would most likely not be so sudden or indeed could conceivably in some manner be transformed into more of a restructuring and major scaling down of the human population on this planet rather than the apparently imminent traumatically catastrophic collapse with the most immense loss of life.

It was this worst-case scenario within that astral realm in my mindspace which had then rendered me so susceptible to the entity-sourced pseudo-thoughts and their attacks.

At last knowing what this cause of the crisis was, I was at once spontaneously dissolving it (with the powerful assistance of the Clarity-Sphere), and the sustained attacks eased off. Indeed, I speeded the process by using the Grounding Post procedure during one of my walks, to speed the dissolution of the particular astral realm and certain thought forms relating to it (i.e. the worst case scenario). It still required a few days to clear that astral realm fully, and this was why I remained for a few days in a rather unstable state in which attacks could be particularly easily triggered by a wide range of factors.


How come that the entities could still attack me strongly at all?

I have already mentioned that, as far as I could ascertain through energy testing, I had cleared out all the primary means for astral entities to attack me. It was thus puzzling for me as to how they were still able to attack me, and so strongly - assuming of course that I had been getting correct answers in the first place from my energy testing and hadn't simply been deceived into thinking I was clear of stuff that was actually still with me.

Although at a certain level it was tempting to assume that I'd been deceived about having cleared myself of the parasitic lost souls which had been the primary source of the earlier severe attack incidents, the reality was that there was much observable evidence pointing to some such clearance having taken place, and indeed of my continuing clearance of thought forms and other problematical thought energies. Even during the just cleared crisis, my inner happiness and untroubledness was much more to the fore than in any previous crisis or severe attack incident, so it was clear that a great deal really had cleared from me, and I was not being nearly as severely affected by this last crisis as by the previous ones.

My energy testing on the subject indicates that there was an additional 'ammunition' reserve which I'd not known about before and which the astral entities had been able to use in these most recent attacks: memories of previous severe attacks upon me. In other words, if this is true, this time I was not being attacked directly with trauma material at all, nor with thought form replicas of trauma material, but now with memories of previous attacks. Although they would feel largely the same as attacks with 'the real stuff', they would actually be to a fair extent less harmful to one's non-physical aspects, and actually couldn't reach the hellish peak levels of severity which I'd experienced in some of the earlier attacks with the trauma energy itself.

I have already mentioned my use of the Clarity-Sphere and the Grounding Post procedure to powerfully assist me in clearing the crisis and its 'aftershocks' - and indeed to clear out the actual cause of the crisis. Another extremely valuable method I was using to speed the clearance of all the ammunition which the entities had been using in the attacks was a bit of Power Walking which I included in my various walks.

I had generally discontinued using Power Walking, because, my energy testing had indicated, I was sufficiently clear of emotional stress or trauma energies (of my own or sourced from any attached lost souls) for the Clarity-Sphere to be fully sufficient to complete the clearance of the remnants without the need for my using specific practices. However, just during this crisis and its dissolution, by doing a short spell of Power Walking (i.e. on each day that I could sensibly get out on a walk), also helped speed the clearance of the crisis.


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